Sunshine on him

Today is a sunny day...
He juz wake up from sleep, wanna prepare and fetch me to go for work.
I look at him... today is Saturday, but i still need to go for work.

I wanna to stay beside him. but i have no choice. ..
I feel tht it was a long time we never see eyes to eyes...
More than 9 months we together. .. surprising tht we had passed so many days together...

I stilll love this man...Love him like the first day we know each other.

We still Us.

It's a long long time i never update our blog...
Busy with living...
we had passed many days together.

We fight, We laugh...

Relationship build up by time and effort.

More and more...I feeling our relationship is hard to be described by words or sentences.
Things are getting normal...Your Hugs, Your Kisses, Your Speech...

Simple Life @ Enjoy

Previously i had many complexity thoughts......
thinking about future, thinking about many negative sides...
the more i feel tht i am appreciating you, the more i feel tht you are depreciating me...
thinking that i cannot better than her...
thinking that you love her rather than me...you paid a lot of effort when you together with her, and not me.
her, your ex.
I fear that you loved her rather than love me.
I fear that i cannot better than her.
I fear that she is more important compared to me in your heart.

These kind of measure drive me into suffer and unhappy.

I began to reduce my love that i had paid to you.
I don't want i am the only one who feel that you are important to me,
I want that you are the same, who scare of losing me too.

but now, i started to change my mind...
no more such thinking that demotivate me to lay my love on you.
on the contrary...it motivated me to do my part...to love you for more than what i can do.
and you, to me, will be always like the first day i knew you.

I told you that i am just simple like a water, no taste and no colour...
i scared that you will bore to me...
You replied, water is the basic of other drinks.

Maybe we are just enjoying our simple life...and just ignoring the rest...
walk step by step...

We aldy together to each other for more than 7 months......
and next week...i gonna to stay with you...live in ur life.

I worried for several weeks...but donno why, today, i finally found an answer for myself.
I should not thinking too much on the uncertainties...
they haven't arrive yet,
and now, i was ready...TO LIVE WITH YOU.

Will you be my greatest choice?

My dear...
after tomorrow, we had been together for four months.
Wow...it's really so fast without my notice.

Donno why, the time i spent with you is so short...
these few months we spent, full of sweet and happy atmosphere.
sry my dear, there are several days in a month,
i owez treat you with a different manner,
unhappy and emo......
easily sad and owez dissatisfy with wht you had done.
You said tht you wont get angry easily...thank you for your tolerance.

Trust and Tolerance is the important factors in retaining a relationship...
I believed that we have it=)

My dear, it's still a long way to go...
we must passed this long way together...
can you please don't leave me if you still love me no matter how bad is the condition?
you told me that, you will walk with me until the end.
although you are just play play with me, but I feel touched to listen this...

My dear...do you know that i really scare to lost you......
sometimes when i heard peoples saying that, guys are easily change,
the first one i will concern is, "Will you change in one day later?"
there are many friends around us stay together for many years also,
but they separated...with some reasons.
Distance, and Unknown future is the matter that i worry about...
Maybe there are no true promises...
but i still hoping to get your promise that, you will never leave me.

Dear, do you knw that i already treat you as my family member...?
see u as importance as my daddy.
but sometimes i knw that there are some parts you are still not doing best like my dad...
maybe daddy is only the man in this world that cannot be replaced.
Don't feel that you are not doing good,
you are the Awesome boyfriend that i had met.

I heard peoples said that,
parents are the persons who we cannot choose in our life...
good or bad, we have to accept.
but husband is different,
you can choose the one that you love the most.
I wish you will be the good choice i have ever made.

sometimes i staring at your sleeping face,
sleeping by your side,
thousand of words running in my head,
and i cannot find a word to describe my feelings,
and you hug me tight,
i feel safe and secure.

Three months...

I told you that i afraid that our relationship will end up within three months.
and you promised me that, you will stay together with me more than that...=)
i am happy that we made it.


I am happy that although we are DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
but we still able to retain.
we trust each other.

Although sometimes,
I will feel that you do not understand me,
and i will mad at you.
but the way you console me will make my mind clear
and owez remind me that I should not mad at you.

Everytime you sleep beside me, hug me tight,
will owez satisfy my unstable feelings,
and make me know that,
you are the only one who can calm me down.

My dear,
sweet things are hard to expressed by words.
I just hope that,
you can owez stay by my side
Today and Forever=)

Our Couple Rings

I still remember that day,

you sent me a link.

When i check it out, 

i found that it is a pair of couple ring.

Touching feelings is running inside my heart...

I told you that i wanna to tie you up...

not only want to tie you to me...but also tie me to you.

I know that, it isn't an easy thing...

but i hope that, 

we can be as what the sentence engraved on the rings...

"I'll love you as long as I live"

I do.

And you?

3 Days 2 Night Pangkor Trip (16,17,18 March 2012)

I always heard peoples saying that,
"travel is the best way of increasing love atmosphere".
Donno whether it is true,
but this Pangkor Trip is really created unforgettable memories in my mind.

3 days 2 night trip was started on 16 March 2012...
that day we packed up all our things and went for this trip.

This is the first travel.
We had fun and luckily our friends are there with us...
we enjoy this trip very much.

Friendship + Relationship = Long Lasting

Accompanied by friends,
the more colourful for our travel trip...

Unforgettable Moments

Although times will passed, things will changed

 but this trip really bring us a lot of fun and laughter

that we will never forget.

14 February 2012 Our First Valentine Day

No more lonely Valentine Day for this year.......

this is my first Valentine Day celebrate with my boyfriend.
It's really so unforgettable.

I picked up my dress and wanna to have a wonderful day with you.

You didn't disappoint me=)










Maybe this is the First time we celebrate Valentine together,
abit confusing...
abit embarrass...
and abit donno wht should we do...

However,
this is a great Valentine Day
you gave to me.

Thank u, My dear.=)





Actually when we meet the right person,
Everyday also considered as Valentine Day.=)

12 February 2012 We met back

Sometimes, i will feel tht, time passes slow, want to see you, but we was separated by many kilometres.
As wht i owez heard that,
Distance is a big problem for couples.

However, for me,
distance is no longer a problem,
if our heart is loyal to each other.

I trust you.

For every single word you said.
I will trust.
without hesitate.

because i hope that you will never cheat me.
How about you?
will you trust me?

I knw that i used to be naughty, but after i met you...i converge a lots.
have you ever heard a sentence...
"...If you love someone, even a little bit misunderstanding lies between you and tht person,
you also hope that, it doesn't exist..."
This is what i hoped to give you...

but for sometimes,
I feel that, times passes very fast...


One week later, we met back.

I cannot hide up my excitement to see you.

that day...
u spent ur days with me...
we walked for long time.
you cares me.
I feel glad, because this is the first time i can feel that i was treasured by someone.

6 February 2012 First time short separation

Time goes fast, 

at that time the first sight i see you until the time we stay together,

we have to separate for a while.

we know that, this kind of separation will not be too long...
At that time, i know that,
we have to experience many times separation
maybe we will used to this kind of feelings...



but it isn't a big problem for me...
a temporary separation will let me to know how much i miss you...
i won't be upset...
because i know that,
we can meet soon=)

Pictures is the best record for every moments...
I tell you that, i hope to take more pictures with you.
because i want to memorize everything we had done.
Dear, you are my precious, i wish i can owez hug you tightly.
because when you stay beside me, tht's the time i feel safe...=)

06 February 2012 The Day start from "Yes"

Maybe the "yes" is only a word.
But it is significant that we hold each other tightly.

My dear,
without getting ready, u told me that u had told ur mum that you are chasing me......
from that time, i know that, you are treating me seriously.

i am so lucky.
really lucky.
i still remember that time you telling me and asked me to turn back to another side.
you said you are the first time did this to a girl.
Although they are simple words,
but you had spent how much courage to tell me, i think i knw the exact amount.
i can feel your sincerity.

Dear, i like your conscientious.
and i like the way you care me.

At tht time...I think you will never know that......
i will never say "No" to you=)

Maybe that day is simple to many peoples,
but to me, it is no longer a simple day.
because, i know that, from that day......
your life is gonna to be mine.

I started to live in Ur life.=)
accepting your kindness and weakness willingly.

Dear, thank you for everything u had done......
thank you for appreciate and accepting my weaknesses...
Thank you for bringing me to ur family and live with u in ur life.
I love ur family juz like mine.

I know there is a quote:
" One day you'll realize that even though you're not perfect,
  someone loves you for what you truly are. "

Dear,
i am not perfect...
you are the "someone" to me.=)

30 January 2012 - The day U CrasHeD into my life

I never know that a relationship can be started by so fast......

Until......
i did it with u=)

I still remember the time you started appear in my eyes.
From the day i didnt notice you until you are so important to me now,
i found that...everything cannot be explained by any sentence.

All of these are juz start from a word "FATE".
you be destined to my one of my part of my life,
that's y i can see you in my eyes.
We knew each other from last time, but we didnt notice each other, until The Day i see you in my eyes, until now...I see you so important in my eyes.

Dear, Sry that i was too late to meet you, we had lost a lot of time, that's y i am trying to catch up the time we can have from Now.
Dear, I know you had been hurted. I promise you that i will never break you heart. Please TRUST me=)
i should said thank you to ur parents for giving me a Loving boyfriend who can teach me that what it so called LOVE.
Dear, I LOVE YOU.
for more than i thought.


This is the first blog i am going to start writing in English.
forgive me for my Broken English.
i like Chinese, the Chinese words are so beautiful to me that it let me more easy to express my thinking.
Since you donno Chinese, i will juz follow ur culture,
write it in English XD.
see? i treat u so nice.haha...


This is the Blog i wished to record all the happy moments with you...
Maybe, when the time our hairs grow white,
We still can hand-in-hand,
read these with a smile=)

I wanna to tell you that,
Dear, you are the one who makes me not scare to thinking of "Forever",
although there are full of uncertainties in this world,
but hold you by my side, i can feel that, everything is juz alright.
I never write a Sweet Diary before.
As wht i had told you, i devastated my last relationship because of my blog.
i started to worry that, izzit Blogging will ruin our relationship as well.
When the time i met you, i am hesitated to start writing a blog.
I wished i will remember you for the whole lifetime.
but, i still not yet ready to start a word in describing you.
but now, i am going to start a Sweet Diary...for recording the moments with u.

My dear,
The day when i said "yes" to you......
i feel tht i smilling owez......you bring my life with a glow and also lighted up my life.
You becomes my smilling reason.

I remembered everything u said.
"The journey we walk maybe is short,
gives us the chance to know each others deeply and treasure each others.
I know it maybe too fast for us,
therefore let the time show wat we should be.
Promises is hard to believe it but i still wish to make it,
till the end of my life i wish the word break up will never appear in my mouth :)"

this is the sentence i feel touch until now...
dear, thank you for ur promises=)
i appreciate it very much and i promised u that i will never loose your hand easily.=)
Because I Love You.